I need to vent my feelings I am feeling scared and alone and 2019had a knee replacement and it went bad where I can't even walk now and I am in love with this man but I don't want to be a burden on him he has being with me through this whole thing but I know he loves me but not sure in what way I am totally in love with him and am addicted to him and it scares me I just need to tell my story and this pandemic is not helping any I get scared to be alone at night.