Shivering with the feeling of lightening going thru my body..
A feeling nobody who has not been there could ever understand what it really means..
Feeling as if eerything around me is breaking down into the darkness that surronds me..
walking along the side of the road as if I have blinded by some bright light.
Unable to find my way down this unfamilur path..
Fear building up inside me..
For this is not as unfamilure to me as some may think..
Searching with every step I take..
For in this they have all be alone..
Wishing for someone to come along and help me put a end to this shokeing break down I have hit..
Thought to some this not a big suprise..
to some it does not even matter..
From the abuse and the those around me in my life.
with the pain that has been put upon me..
I look up once again into the stormy sky.
To see the lighting once again shock the sky..
Wondering if I will even ba able to escape this breakdown I seem to be trapped in befoer I lay my head to rest..
Fearing I will never get thru this..
I stand in the middle of the lighting shocking the sky..
Hopeing it will shock me and break down this life I have been made to lead..