They come back into my world uninvited
I can see everything all of them once did over and over again..
I can hear the words spoken that sent chills down my spine..
The threats given to me so that I would never tell and would forever have the fear I have inside..
I fear everything right now just as I always have..
Not sure where to run as I dont want to be left again do to disbelife..
Wanting to hide so no longer haveing to wonder what is next..
Wanting to just run away from it all..
The thougths of negativity that I have for so long fought are back in my heart..
Why must people hurt others in such ways?
I only wanted to live a life free of this..
Though maybe I never really have..
For the thoughts and feelings I fear..
will forever be in the back of my head..