Devoid of thought
Devoid of feeling
Empty words
bring Empty healing
Now I'm nothing
Now I'm free
Break me down
'til you can't see
I push you up
You pull me back
Round and round
Thrown off the track
And if I die
before I wake
Don't pity me
for pity's sake
But until then
I struggle still
these scars to smooth
this hole to fill.