secondhand

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2021

and you fuck me up

secondhand,

a pen rushing into carbon copies.

i don’t want to know you

but i feel your scent fill the room

like you’re already here.

 

you flip my stomach

secondhand,

a roller coaster sigh.

i have been waiting in line for years

in anticipation

and i still can’t get off the ride.

 

you bleed me out

secondhand,

the guy selling the gun.

all those children

you stopped in their tracks

like we will never see what she becomes.

 

you rip me up

secondhand,

another heart i’ve seen lost.

i have no training no investment

i have all helpless

i still ache with knowing.

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Written 12/6/21

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