All my life I have been building walls.
It’s not like you knocked them down,
I would have heard the impact.
My head stays quiet
but one day I turned around
and you had passed through them,
you were standing right next to me.
I thought
you could be a ghost
but you’re much too real,
much too warm under my fingers.
I thought
you could be a siren
but you thread your fingers through mine
and it is not a turning point, it is a smooth slide.
I thought
you could be a mess
but at least you are the one
under my feet.
I am holding silver.
I will stay here
when your arms extend mine.
I will stay here
when you fall asleep.
I will stay here
when it feels like the only thing I’ve known.
I am defenseless.
I will stay here
when it is a bad idea.
I will stay here
when it is not for my own good.
I will stay here
when it is too hot to hold your hand,
when it is too cold to set you free.