Personal Talk 10/28/12

Cut It Out...
You're In A Rut...
Stuck, So Strut It Out
Lets Talk About It...

 

"Scared To Do What I Learned As A Child...
Today Im Not Strong, Alone Is Too Much To Carry On This Long Mile...
I Need Guidance...
I Need Comfort"

 

Stop Frontin, You Can Get Comfortable
I Know You Talk of A Woman.
In Your Head Its Too Much To Bear
I Promise To Bare With You...
All You Gotta Do Is Share
Lets Talk About It...

 

"I Feel Like Im Surrounded
Its Like Im Smothered By Something but Nothings Around Me...
Makin My Judgement Cloudy
Im Tryna Take It Like A Man but Got Damn All This Poutin...
Not Man-like and You're THE Man So Tellin Me You Understand...?
I Highly Doubt It...
See...
I Heard'em Say
If They Walk Let'em Walk Away
and Of Course We Sparked
Felt Like Sun Rays...
Then I Put On My Shades
Hesitant To Look Up but Lookin Bk...
Thats Where I Fucked Up"

 

Mind Your Language Son
Like A Wise Man Would...

 

"What Im Sayin Is
She Walked Away...
Only Cuz I Gave Her A Push...
Thru This Whole Ordeal
I Cant Control The Feeling We Did More Damage Apart
Now I Hafta Deal With Her Belief That It Wasnt Real
Plus These New Ni****
Their New Appeal
Fillin My Lid To The Brim With
Us Bein Fín...
She Needs A Husband and Im Not Him...
THAT Shit...Forgive Me...
THAT Is What I Cant Get With
Now She Wants To Be Friends..."

 

Please Son
This Is What You Need...
I Know Love Can Fill You Up
and Once You're Up Its Hard To Leave
But Im Not Saying Just Give Up
I Feel This Woman Is What You Breathe
Just Let It Out To Me
And In Due Time That Sunshine Will Surely See
Just Give It Time...Let Her Be...
In The Mean Time and In Between...?
Lets Talk About It...

 

"I Love That Girl
God You Know I Do...
But At Times I Feel My Goal To Reach Her Is Impossible
But Through You I Hafta Trust It...
I Promise You I Wont Mess Up Again...
I'll Be That Friend...but She Knows Im Waitin...Thanks For The Talk...Amen"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This, like many of my works come from a place of truth. In particular, this piece was one of pure heart from a break up...one of the pieces I thought would never meet the public eye, but...here we are.