Wondering through out the days
Doing anything just to keep busy
Sometimes life is like a maze
I’m alone most of the time
And that’s fine
But when I start to think about it
It hurts
And it makes me sad
I have no one to trust
No one to hold me
No one to make me laugh
When something great happens I have no one to celebrate with
Life is so sweet
But I have to admit
It’s incomplete
I’m sad when I see people happy with there close friends
And people happy with there boyfriends
Walking down the street
My hands in my pockets
Thinking of the future
Dreams held inside a locket
That’s all I have to hold on to
While most people my age are out having fun
I’m thinking & writing realizing there’s still so much shit that I need to get done
Sad but not mad
Just wish I had something
One thing that is missing
I have the future wrapped around my fingers
But the moments in-between are left to linger
I wish I had a friend to stick by me till the end
I wish I had a boyfriend to hang on to every night
Time right now is dim but in time those wishes will come into sight
State of mind will not be sad only happy and bright.