Overwhelmed

Somtimes I think of falling down and never getting up

just walk in to a busy street not even thinking twice

maybe let myself go to see if anyone would know

To cry a million`times and fill the ocean with my tears

And my tears would make waves

that crash onto beautiful white sand

As two lovers walk down the beach hand in hand

Somtimes I feel maybe its just to much

The sun and the sky

Questions and answers & million reasons why

maybe it would be easier if you just told me lies

I wish upon a star

In hope that my dreams will travel far

They tell me I can do anything I want

but love and happiness cant be bought

I search inside myself each day

In hope that I can find the strenth

to carry on in my own way

without letting my emotions catch up to me

without being to sensitive

Without wanting to give

everything I have

untill I have nothing

and no courage left to live.

A butterfly circles around my face

then lands on my skin

I move my fingers across its wing

I listen to my brother sing

I watch children in the park

and the stars in the sky  when it gets dark

I read a book under an old willow tree

I carve my name into its bark

in hope that one day someone will see

Life flashes before you in the blink of an eye

I listen to a mother and I hear her babies soft cry

I watch myself play the piano & I sing the songs no one ever hears

I think of living like a star and getting out of here

But never going to far

Starting my life over

Where no one knows my name

Just so maybe somone will see all that I can be

All the secrets I dont want to tell

Things I hide deep inside of me

So somtimes I think of letting go

leaving and never coming back

Show the world all the love others never gave to me

I watch the sun set now as it sinks underneath the sea

Sometimes I will be overwhelmed but I'll never be complete

Its 4:58 AM Guess I should try and go to sleep

In hope that I will see somone I love inside my dreams

I lay down with overwhelmed feelings

but these are thoughts I will not keep.

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