Somtimes I think of falling down and never getting up
just walk in to a busy street not even thinking twice
maybe let myself go to see if anyone would know
To cry a million`times and fill the ocean with my tears
And my tears would make waves
that crash onto beautiful white sand
As two lovers walk down the beach hand in hand
Somtimes I feel maybe its just to much
The sun and the sky
Questions and answers & million reasons why
maybe it would be easier if you just told me lies
I wish upon a star
In hope that my dreams will travel far
They tell me I can do anything I want
but love and happiness cant be bought
I search inside myself each day
In hope that I can find the strenth
to carry on in my own way
without letting my emotions catch up to me
without being to sensitive
Without wanting to give
everything I have
untill I have nothing
and no courage left to live.
A butterfly circles around my face
then lands on my skin
I move my fingers across its wing
I listen to my brother sing
I watch children in the park
and the stars in the sky when it gets dark
I read a book under an old willow tree
I carve my name into its bark
in hope that one day someone will see
Life flashes before you in the blink of an eye
I listen to a mother and I hear her babies soft cry
I watch myself play the piano & I sing the songs no one ever hears
I think of living like a star and getting out of here
But never going to far
Starting my life over
Where no one knows my name
Just so maybe somone will see all that I can be
All the secrets I dont want to tell
Things I hide deep inside of me
So somtimes I think of letting go
leaving and never coming back
Show the world all the love others never gave to me
I watch the sun set now as it sinks underneath the sea
Sometimes I will be overwhelmed but I'll never be complete
Its 4:58 AM Guess I should try and go to sleep
In hope that I will see somone I love inside my dreams
I lay down with overwhelmed feelings
but these are thoughts I will not keep.