I just cant take the fact that your so close
I guess that’s what makes me what you the most
I know your right here but I can’t have you because you don’t want me
What can I do to make you see
I would have given you everything
Everything I have to give
Sometimes I don’t want to remain to live
I just can’t stand being alone
Balling my eyes out the whole drive home
Blasting that same song
Why are you here when you’re gone?
I wish I could just be with you one last time
To hold in side the few moments you were mine.
You can’t understand your body I crave
They roll over my emotions like title waves
Id, do anything
I’d be your slave
Just wrap yourself around my heart tonight
Then I will disappear at the first sight of light
Just be with me once more that’s all you have to do
I’m so sorry that I couldn’t be good enough for you
I just wanted to give you my all
But too soon I gave you too much
And still it kills me that is was your heart I never touched
I wish that I could be the one that you desire
I wish I could be the one that you admire
But I’m not
Still these feelings cant be fought
So I just figured I should let you know
Before I walk away for the last time
Before I decide to let myself go
I wish that I could be the one that you need
I wish you didn’t want me to leave
I dreamt that you wanted to get to know me again
I dreamt that you wanted to be my friend
But then I woke up to face reality and my dream came to an end
Give me one more chance
Time doesn’t have to last
Just to be with you again
I don’t want to just be your friend but I will give that thought up
Even if its tough
I know that I will never be enough
I will never have your love
I know that I don’t love you
But that doesn’t mean I don’t want to be with you
God if you only knew
What you do to me
You make me crazy
You turn me on and then you turn me away
It’s insane to feel this way.
I just want you to know
That I can’t take it anymore
Shut off the lights and shut the door
Please be with me just once more
Then you can forget my face
And you can forget my taste
Its just not fair
But you don’t care
I will walk away from you, my first
And hope that my tear ducts don’t burst
I will move on there will be others in my life
I will grow and I will thrive
But my heart will remain the same inside
I will not forget
No matter how hard I fall or hit
Just hold me one last time
And I will pretend that you are mine
I want to be with you tonight
All though I know it isn’t right.