So there you were with your eyes open wide
Walking away
As I knelt down and cried
And there I was waiting again
I canceled my plans
So all I had to do was sit with my head in my hands
There I was waiting all night
There I was, but you were out of my sight
So there I was just about to give up
But as I turn around to walk away
There you are to pull me back
Just like a dog on a leash
But truthfully Im never at ease
When it comes to you
So here it is again
There’s always that feeling built up inside
Always that feeling
That unspoken word
Always that sound, of silence that’s heard
So here it is again on edge and disturbed
I reach out to you with open arms
In hope that you will give me something to hold on to
But I receive nothing but emptiness from you
And thats all I need at this point to show me what is true
Just like a dog on a leash
But truthfully I’m never at ease
When it comes to you
So here it is again
I’m not used to giving up in the end
Numb to the feeling
The hearts never healing
And the wounds never mend
when I face the thought of saying the end
But there you were with your eyes open wide
Walking away as I knelt down and cried
The worst pain Id ever felt before
Watching you say nothing and walk out the door
So here it is again
Arising to the top
And I’m begging you to stop
Ive tried so many times to just walk away
But its not easy and it gets harder each day
Cuase theres always that tension
Those feelings that go unmentioned
Here it is again
My voice trying to say the end
Trying to heal the wounds inside that never mend
The leash has dropped out of your hand
So please understand
Im going to say goodbye
But my expectations from you are no longer high
I don’t expect a reply