I wish you could be here
For the first time I really need you
Searching around
Your names written all over this town
But your still not here
Even though you’re near
Come to think of it
I don’t think you ever really were
To me our histories just a blur.
Maybe I created you in my mind
Maybe you’re just a ghost
Because you were here
But then you left when I needed you the most
I can’t remember the way it was
But if you think it doesn’t hurt
It does.
So push me away
More so each day
I can’t make you change your mind
And I cant take back time.
Act like you don’t care
Just know that what you’re doing is not fair.