beat
i can pretend not to see you when i know your (still not) there carrying a fix to a moment in time i'll never get back, you took me /feriously/ away from everything i've ever known to be the truth
beat
you knew everything without knowing anything at all about me and how my heart beat steady, skipping, in tune, inconsistent
beat
...for you
i have everything to hate you but i lack the courage to do it to look at you for the last time and not break down run back into your arms, love you forever
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i've still got that reminder you sent me /packed with a punch/ and justification that deserving was never the issue, hardening a heart and sharpening the eyes made you look less, battle more
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hate increases, but so does love and more confliction to fit the scar internal, external scars are all the same
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i never let you get this way that wasen't in my stars
i ran away before you
beat
me too