I have done a lot of thinking
I have asked a lot of questions
I have searched for many answers
and I have found hardly any solutions
I have dreamt of you at night
I have lied awake and wondered why
I have cursed the "us" sometimes
I have held on to it tight
I have wondered about your thoughts
I have asked for no more lies
I have stayed up and waited for your call
I have sat by the phone
I have cried many tears sitting right there
I have cried because you didn't really care
I have asked myself why I do care about you
I have asked myself if it was real
I have asked myself do I love you
I have asked myself should I just deal
I have done a lot of thinking I have asked a lot of questions
I have searched for many answers
and I have found hardly any solutions