I want to be alive
I don’t want to go out through suicide.
This isn’t your life it’s mine so let me decide.
Is this what you like?
To see that I will never be alright?
There will be no tomorrow
I will drown to death in my own sorrow.
You’re never sorry
It’s really hard to call you my mommy
Your voice in constantly in my head making me wish I was dead.
There is nowhere to go
You say I’m growing too fast when in all I’m growing to slow.
I sit in class wondering how long will my pathetic life will last
The hours aren’t going by fast
This world is a filthy place
I’m a disgrace and should be replaced.
This is not a teenager phase
To feel like I shouldn’t have been raised
I want to love me, but your actions won’t let me be.
If I die tonight just know you were never right so goodbye.