for loving you

why can't i make into words

the way that i feel?

you've made me fall so deep

i'm head over frickin heels

it's not hands sweating

knees shaking

head spinning

heart racing

it's calm and relaxed

but a little painful too

it scares me so much

the way i care about you

it drives me crazy

i'm at loss as to what to do

i hate myself

for loving you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i cannot put down the way i feel, words can't describe, and even if they could, i wouldn't be able to find the ones to describe this feeling. it's confusing yet magical yet painful yet relieving. egh!
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