why can't i make into words
the way that i feel?
you've made me fall so deep
i'm head over frickin heels
it's not hands sweating
knees shaking
head spinning
heart racing
it's calm and relaxed
but a little painful too
it scares me so much
the way i care about you
it drives me crazy
i'm at loss as to what to do
i hate myself
for loving you