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agony
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pain the repression of my thoughts
the difference i feel
i only seek to distract myself of what is real
the denial consumes
ive gained but have also lost
as i have what i want
but i only see of what i do not have
how can i ever feel this way
nothing appears as it use to
my mind numb but all the questions rush through
but now i know its because of you
how different u are
the way it was before
so perfect and unreal
the amazing sensation
but now is empty,
sucked away
as though it is lost.. not willing to come back
i dont feel as before
nor do i think, but who is to blame
but all i know is that nothing is the same
