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Urges
These sudden urges come and go.
They come out of nowhere to haunt my thoughts,
and sometimes I wonder how much longer can I say no.
I see myself holding the blade,
and then I think I will give in to the urge,
and it is then that I become afraid.
I haven't cut for so long,
I don't want to ruin my success.
I am so confuesed and lost, I don't know whats wrong.
Why do the urges appear.
Striking so strong,
leaving me with thoughts that are unclear.
Try to forget or just give in.
I've been fighting so hard, doing so well,
this is something I want to win.
I want them to just go away,
and leave me alone.
I don't know if I can beat this urge yet another day.
