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All this time I been afraid to say what I feel,

I been trying to protect you and didnt want to hurt you,

so I let myself be hurt and hid all that was real.

But im so tired of being so weak,

and  tired of hiding,

I think its time I stepped up and started the fighitng.

Fight back for all that you did to me,

things I did not ask for and destroyed me.

It about time I speak out and set my soul free.

So here is what I wanna tell you and I will say it loud

FUCK YOU!

that is what I really feel.

I hate you and I'll never forgive you,

and I dont know why u did what you did,

but I can really careless.

I dont want no excueses and I dont want no pity,

I just want you to leave me alone,

and feel what I felt when you touched me and took my innocence!

feel the fear that I felt all those nights,

the confusion I felt the days to follow.

The pain of the cuts I did on my arm,

cause it was all too sad.

Your sick, something is wrong,

and until you admit that and apologize,

or go and get help I can careless what happeneds with you.

Whether everyone knows or I decide to tell.

You should have thought of all this before,

you looked at me with eyes of love,

and layed your hand upon my body.

How could you live after that????

How was it walking around knowing you,

got to touch your little sisters bodie,

and how she gave in so quick and got so scared,

TELL ME DID IT MAKE YOU HAPPY??

do you feel proud?

I want to know because I dont know,

and I cant comprehend.

Im just so angry and confuesed.

I want a fucking answer

and I WANT AN APOLOGY,

even though thats not gonna erase the pain,

and all that you have caused me.

It wont erase the images of your body on top of mine,

Or how it felt having my brother touch me!

GODDDD IM ANGRY AND I HATE YOU!!

so you know what,

leave me the HELL ALONE,

im no longer scared! if you dont care then why should I?

FUCK YOU!!!!