im sorry i love you
im sorry i care
but would you ever know?
i hope you never dare
i try to tell you
but i always choke
i laugh out loud
and wont let you in on the joke
i hold your hand
inter-lacing fingers
that accidental kiss
still lingers
i bush your cheek
taking away imaginary tears
and hold you in my arms
fighting away unseen fears
not knowing how you feel
twists me up inside
your like a wonderful drug
that completely sooths my mind
i stay in your shadow
loving being surrounded by black
why cant i tell you?
its courage i lack
i listen to your
sweet beating heart
and breathe you in
wishing we never had to part
afraid of losing you
my dear, sweet friend
has made up my mind
this crush needs to end