I'm Sorry
Laying here on my bed
My spirits not so high
In my eyes tears start to form
And I begin to cry
Just laying here and thinking
While staring at my ceiling
There is just no way to tell you
Exactly what I am feeling
Sadness, frustration, and pain
Just to name a few
But without and explanation
Those can mean anything to you
But to me they have meaning
They are what tear me up inside
Whish is why I often get upset
And try to shy away and hide
Hide from the reasons
That I feel the way I do
This is why I hardly ever smile
This means everything to you
These feelings however
Are not caused by you
They are feelings bottled up
And caused by what I do
I try to forget these feelings
By acting happy and glad
But I cannot overcome them
And I end up getting sad
My sadness makes you sad
And puts a frown on your face
Then I end up staying quiet
This is always the case
But I am sick of being quiet
So from now on, I will try
To explain my feelings to you
And learn not to cry
Honey I am truly sorry
For acting the way I do
So from this point on I'll try my hardest
To be happy and put on a smile just for you