I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry



Laying here on my bed

My spirits not so high

In my eyes tears start to form

And I begin to cry



Just laying here and thinking

While staring at my ceiling

There is just no way to tell you

Exactly what I am feeling



Sadness, frustration, and pain

Just to name a few

But without and explanation

Those can mean anything to you



But to me they have meaning

They are what tear me up inside

Whish is why I often get upset

And try to shy away and hide



Hide from the reasons

That I feel the way I do

This is why I hardly ever smile

This means everything to you



These feelings however

Are not caused by you

They are feelings bottled up

And caused by what I do



I try to forget these feelings

By acting happy and glad

But I cannot overcome them

And I end up getting sad



My sadness makes you sad

And puts a frown on your face

Then I end up staying quiet

This is always the case



But I am sick of being quiet

So from now on, I will try

To explain my feelings to you

And learn not to cry



Honey I am truly sorry

For acting the way I do

So from this point on I'll try my hardest

To be happy and put on a smile just for you

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