If I don't get dressed,
If I don't pick out what to wear,
If I keep changing clothes,
Maybe your death isn't real.
If I don't fix the wrinkles
If I don't put on my makeup
Maybe the time won't pass
And your funeral won't be here
If I stayed in yesterday
If I haven't slept the night
Maybe today didn't come
And your funeral won't be here
If I can't tie my laces
If I don't put on my shoes
If I don't walk out the door
Maybe your funeral won't be here
If I can't find the words
If I don't know how to feel
Maybe today never happened
Maybe none of this was real.