Your words were what I needed
Your message meant to save me
Save me from tormenting me
With ifs and what's and maybes
I need some reassurance
And I don't know how to ask
Instead I struggle with my thoughts
Hiding tears under my mask
I'm writing this to thank you
For all the love you give me
Despite the battles in my head
For those do you forgive me?
I fight this constant battle
Of things that just aren't there
I makeup nonsense in my head
Then think that you don't care
Yet you're still here beside me
I think you're so courageous
I keep so many thoughts from you
Afraid that it's contagious