Pray

I no longer pray for softer days.

I pray for a heart ruthless enough

to survive them.

Life does not break you loudly.

It slips a knife between your smiles

and waits for nobody to notice.

 

And if one day I disappear into silence,

do not search for me in graves.

Search for me in every moment

I begged lite to be gentle-

and it answered with cruelty instead

 

Still- I survived every version of myself

that was certain this pain would kill me.

So I will survive this version too.

And one day, the same soul

they watched suffer in silence

will become proof

that even shattered people

can outlive what was meant

to destroy them.

View starlover2103's Full Portfolio