LETTER TO MYSELF

I'm sorry for all the pain you went through.

I'm sorry for all the times you wanted to give up.

I'm sorry for not being able to help you.

I'm sorry for making you feel so alone and stuck.

 

Tell me, what the hell's the difference when

The pain is more than you can bear?

You just need someone to listen, and

You want someone to care...

 

Most of all, I'm sorry for not seeing light of day,

All the times you tried to show me

That everything will be okay,

A lie I told myself many times.

You are stronger than you think,

And in my head it chimed.

 

I'm sorry for writing down these words,

Because I won't listen to myself

When my own thoughts are being heard.

 

Repeating verse after verse,

The insanity in my mind.

I have been broken one too many times.

 

Maybe one day you'll see me

when you find a shiny dime.

 

 

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