The Quiet Ache

 just know something inside me faded...and it never fully came back.

It's a quict kind of pain.

The kind that doesn't scream—

it just sits heavy on my chest and follows me everywhere I go.

Some days 1 can function.

Smile. Laugh. Pretend I'm okay.

And some days it all collapses without warning.

I find mysclf mourning something I can't even explain.

The version of me I lost.

The love I gave too casily.

The expectations I held onto.

The endings that never gave me closure.

It hurts in a way words can't fully carry.

A deep, aching sadness that lives somewhere inside my soul.

And I'm tired.

Tired of carrying it.

Tired of pretending it doesn't  still

Reach me I don't know when it

Will stop hurting but I know it 

Does...and some days that alone

Feels like to much to hold 

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