I am tired of swallowing fire
And calling it discipline
Tired of stitching my mouth shut
So the room stays comfortable
I am tired of shutting my eyes
So the world doesn't see me
I'm tired of trying to hide
It's time to be the real me
I am tired of being tired
From carrying this weight alone
Instead, I'll walk through fire
And tell my truths within a poem
I won't hide myself anymore
Or deny the feelings that I feel
Even if it means I'm closing doors
I know what it takes to heal
I'm tired swallowing fire
It leaves a burn inside my throat
Tired of stitching my mouth shut
Just so that you can cope