I never thought love could feel like this—
a sweet fire that warms and burns the same.
Yet here I am, forcing my hands to let go,
while my heart still whispers your name.
Every day I fight a quiet war inside,
teaching my eyes not to search for you,
training my soul to believe in lies,
that I don’t need the smile I once knew.
I walk away, though my spirit bleeds,
hiding the truth that I still care.
To love in silence is the cruelest need,
a weight too heavy for one to bear.
I tell myself: don’t hold too tight,
but my chest aches with every breath.
This is the price of a hidden love,
a living grief, a gentle death.
Still I hope, in some distant time,
the pain will fade, the scars will heal.
And though I leave your world behind,
my heart remembers how love is real.