It's impossible to know
how this lovers chicanery will end
love, hate nutural or numb.
i adore you as much as I despise you
I'll never forget when you tried to kiss me and it was all wrong
I'll never forget when you lay beside me and it was so right
so much more different people back then
yet still the same understanding in our eyes.
you thrill me and infuriate me more than ever
i don't think any one could love love
as much as they hate it except us
that sometimes there's no god or soul in it
and that's terrifying when the demons take hold
ten years and thousands of tears to late
a drop of joy to ease the torn passion
a bowl of ire for the fates
a barrel of lament for duty's role
the hunger never sated
logic and heart a mess
hope in a hand holding a face
never the less the madness never strays.