As much as I hate it

It's impossible to know 

how this lovers chicanery will end 

love, hate nutural or numb.

i adore you as much as I despise you

I'll never forget when you tried to kiss me and it was all wrong

I'll never forget when you lay beside me and it was so right

so much more different people back then

yet still the same understanding in our eyes.

you thrill me and infuriate me more than ever 

i don't think any one could love love

as much as they hate it except us 

that sometimes there's no god or soul in it 

and that's terrifying when the demons take hold 

ten years and thousands of tears to late 

a drop of joy to ease the torn passion 

a bowl of ire for the fates

a barrel of lament for duty's role 

the hunger never sated

logic and heart a mess 

hope in a hand holding a face 

never the less the madness never strays.

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