you think you play the despise game oh so well,
go on play, play as you may believe it yourself
I dropped that mask from my charade.
why hide the fact were friends again?
because it passifies them to think
we dont go together so well?
that we dont fill a need in eachothers void
that they are the be all and end all takers for granted?
because they will ignore you more than they already do?
well what about me and what about you?
what is it that we serve and
what do we ourselves deserve?
we are the givers not the takers
evidenced in our faithfulness
in our unfaithful serving of our hearts.
We speak a language all of our own
even through the despise game.
I wont play anymore. theres no
unfaithful gain. just a faith in love
I fail ever to explain.
go on despise me for thier own good
But I know your tricks
I've been there before I know it all.
we dont have anything else
so why waste our limited fishbowl time?
lets reprise this game of despise and
bring it back to fun again and in this reprise
have the commeraderie we had before they
defiled it with jealous eyes of despise.
you can try to convince yourself,
that you just dont care
just dont try it on me stupid.
I quit.