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If Only You Knew
If only you knew.
How hard I've tried for you.
The love that once flowed,
Now replaced by an anger glowed.
The bitterness of my stomach.
When I think of you, I feel sick.
I've known from the start.
That'd we'd eventually grow apart.
If only you knew.
What I went through.
Promises broken, lies unfold.
Find another, that's what they've told.
If only you knew.
How highly I've spoken of you.
Painting a picture that wasn't there.
When in actuality, you didn't care.
If only you knew.
How I still hurt inside.
Of a falsehood, based on lust and lies.
It was so one-sided, I dedicated my all.
You were too busy to even call.
If only you knew.
How I've changed myself for you.
Doing things I've never done.
Because with you I wanted to be one.
If only you knew.
So many days past, I saw no point to ask,
to see you, cause' you never fulfilled your tasks.
If only you knew.
How lucky you were, to be with someone like me.
I was once blinded, but now I can see.
If only you knew.
How it is to be on your own.
I'm throwing back the shit you've thrown.
If only you knew.
How to give me your full attention.
How to be in a loving relationship,
but that was beyond your comprehension.
If only you knew.
How to deal with the loneliness.
The constant want, the enduring stress.
Now you know.
That I've decided to grow.
I'm moving on, I'm back in control.
While your trying to fill that emptiness,
in your soul.
If only you knew...
