Second Chance

So the day has finally come.
The one I've been waiting for all along.
I wasn't entirely sure it was a reality.
Its came and its gone,so why don't I feel like I've won?
I've once again crossed the threshold of your door.
Trying to play out the memmories of before.
Were reunited, Yet I still feel utterly apart.
Is are relationship just another falsehood?
Is it possible to ressurect something once so good?
You wanted a 2nd chance.
I granted your wish.
Allowed a fresh start.
But how am I to perserve?
The pieces of my woe-stained heart?
How do I learn to believe your words?
When we'll I fully gain total trust of you?
You asked forgiveness,As I looked away.
Kept up your persistence,Til' I came your way.
Though our relationship is good.
I can't help wondering which day will be our last.
You ask why I'm so distant and distracted.
Its cause constantly reflecting on the past.
I try to deplore all this insecurity.
That swims in my head.
Cause I still feel strongly for you,
Connected as if with glue.
Forgetting all the tears that my eyes have bleed.
I still crave to lie next to you in bed.
You've told me I love you.
Yet I couldn't say it back.
For some reason I'm weary to believe you.
Maybe I'm thinking your not true.
Or maybe I'm wrong ,I'm not sure.
I guess I'll never fully know.
We're back together,
we belong to eachother for now.
Isn't that right dear?
Or well we grow tierd of eachother?
This is what I fear.

 

View creativehue10's Full Portfolio