That's a secret
Which I will never tell
Hide from myself
And shelter from harm
From you
They say
That when in doubt
Don't say
Or do
Anything
Must I be in doubt constantly?
It is a secret
One I shall keep
One I shall hold
Hold close to my centre
Because
Sometimes feeling
Is worse than
Not
Must we play games today?
Must we pretend
That this is life and that
It is worth living
Fear not
For I
Can see my faults
See my
Mistakes
What it really was in fact
I let you in.