thumbing through the pages
of what was once us
makes me wonder if possibly
it was not meant to be from the beginning
your breath on my neck
your hand in mine
i never meant as much
as i did then i suppose
it seemed to be too easy
too easy to just walk away
too easy to breath alone
yet we are all still choking
stumble, slip, and fall
if this is how it shall be
then fall i will
i already have once before
your breath on my neck
your hand in mine
i never meant as much
as i did then i suppose
hold steady my dear
you must learn
learn to never regret
yet we are both still drowning
i'm pretty sure that
i have been through this before
giving up for the greater good
why am i so stupid
there is no cure for this
there is only the ritual
there is always the sacrifice
yet we are all still falling
so as i sit here thumbing
i hope that you have stopped
stopped falling
stopped drowning
stopped choking