alone in this darkness walking blindly to the light
i have no clue what i'm doing, where i'm going or how to get there
a swirl of thoughts rages in my mind, break my heart
and wound my soul
i want to die, hiding in the shadows watching the world go by.
i feel the need to get out, to get up, to die
i want to love but i want to live, a choice i can not make, to no one i can give. I want to be happy but i feel so insecure
my heart aches and my mind swells, thoughts of mad nature, my mind a stormy ocean.
i need a rock, i need an island to hold me fast, i want not to go down, to live on, to last.
just the shell of who i was, i feel so empty inside, i want nothing more than to crawl off and hide. I need to talk, i need someone in whom i can confide, to tell the secrets my body wants to hide
my mind is confused and my heart abused. beat and busted abandoned and rusted...
i am someone else
i am no more
i am no one now and forever more