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letdown
build me another breakdown
build me some more self hate
loathe me, i know i do
be my next disapointment.
show me how to do it right?
i'll fuck it up overnight
i feel nothing but hate
endowed with the need
to tell you to leave
just let me be
i don't need another wrong
why bother trying
i won't bother lying
i've got nothing to offer
nothing to give
nothing left
nothing for anyone
a shattered heart
and a broken mind
hateful thoughts
that no love can mend
remember how i used to be?
yeah
that was me
before betrayal
before lies
before i realized
which parts of me died
before i knew
before you knew
before i tried
nothing can change what is within me
nothing can change what happened
so take me whole
or walk on past
i've got too many demons
to try any more
look deep and see yourself
reflecting in me
i'm blank as this paper
crumpled, torn, and ruined
nothing can change that
but i'm still a part of the world
don't let me give up now
please, just show me something good
and promise me it will be allright
i dont care if its a lie
i just want to not care
and feel like i'm not me
