Tears
Fall heavy
On dead carpet floors
Getting lost
In the strands of fabric
Lost in the grains of dirt
That somehow took over last week
When I forgot to vacuum
For the umpteenth time
Again.
Salt
Collecting on the surface
Of a river I haven’t yet navigated
Somewhere deep inside myself.
Blood
Pumping hot
Through channels restricted
By adrenaline
As my heart races
Towards an end
I’m pulling myself away from.
Salty tears flow through the blood
I left lying
Stamping out the memories
That deny me the satisfaction
Of your blood
Until I stamp out the last bits of you
From me.
September 14, 2003