I slip this skin as I slip around the room
Hoping to avoid your glare
I don’t want to see you look at me again
With all that disappointment in your face
I’m sorry I’m not all that you want
I’m sorry I’m not all that you deserve
I tried to be the man that you always deserved to have
But hey – I’m just me.
I’ll walk away from here tonight
Leaving behind you
Leaving behind me
In search of a God who won’t hurt me as much
As I’ve made you hurt me.
Somewhere out on the horizons
Lies a future I could never see
It’s a future you’ve been pushing me towards
And a future that I’ll never be.
August 30, 2003