I've forgotten how to feel
As I watch a tear fall down your face
But wait
No
Not quite yet
That tear is mine
I cry for all that you cannot feel
For Me
While you wonder
Why I can't just accept you as you are
With all your problems and all your faults.
I thought I could
I thought I might
But I'm sorry to say I've failed
Yet again
A common theme in a not so common life
That is all too common to me
But then again
Who really cares?
I don't know what I want
From you
Right now, or somewhere out there
In a distant future neither one of us can predict
But maybe
Just maybe
This won't hurt too much
Right now.
12-7-02