Dear love, I Gave up on you a long time ago
And I told myself that you were something I’d never want to know
I tried and tried and yet was hurt every time
And I figured that finding you was never meant to be mine
I gave up on hoping for you to come my way
And I Hoped that once here you would stay
I gave up on wishing for you to come into my life
And I said “Why am I wasting my time?”
But I hoped that eventually you would come
And my hearts song would finally be sung
I looked for you in every person I met
And most of those acquaintances I truly regret
I hoped that you would catch me by surprise
And I would see you when I looked into his eyes
I saw you everywhere but couldn’t have you for myself
And thought that maybe my personality needed help
I told myself that maybe you just weren’t for me
And no one out there could love me possibly
So Finally I told myself “This is it”
And I decided that I gave up on you