my eyes drain.
please drain all the grey out of my thoughts-
out of my sight.
i dont like what i see
i hate what my mind brings me
my torture is grey
my thoughts are grey
my vision is grey
my heart is grey
not yet black, i am cold and sore,
bitter and cruel.
i will not allow my heart to char.
you can beat me and send hurt my way
rape me and take everything from me.
bury me alive and spit on my grave,
but only i can not let myself,
fade into grey.
x