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Emotions of Suffering
The blade is so close
I find it already digging further into my skin
Is this what God planned for me?
To die within these filthy walls
Take me away from this Hell
I swear I believe
Just let me prove this
My thoughts mean nothing to me
But why do they swarm around my head
Why is this tainted knife stabbing me?
I am faltering the devils plans
Satonic images swarm around
Is this the wrong path?
Am I just here to learn a lesson?
But all I can see is black
A mere shade which falls off the color wheel
Am I not good enough for you?
Or is that I am the one who must go into the darkness to find the key?
Just kill me now
The pain is too unbearable
What the hell do you expect from me?
I have beared this pain before but never had it cut this deep
My own teeth dig into my flesh
I sware to you this is my death
What I have so long pleaded for
Then I awaken from the nightmare
Heaven's clouds open just to give me a light
Yet Heaven's gates remains shut
So I must go on with this fate I am living
And Hell still doesn't seem that far away
