Why can't I?

What is holding me back?

I have nothing to lose

I was so close today

I was so sure I could do it

BUT NO!!!!!!!!!

I couldn't do it

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

What is wrong with me?

Am I so sort of FREAK?

I'm cursed

The world is against me and I can't do anything about it

Maybe I'm just afraid

Or maybe I don't wanna do it in front of people

That could be it

OR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY CAN'T I DO IT?

I'm a FREAK.

"God quit toying with me!"




Author's Notes/Comments: 

~dec.17
WE'VE GOT TO DO IT AWAY FROM EVERYBODY ELSE BEFORE I'M OK WITH IT.

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