What is holding me back?
I have nothing to lose
I was so close today
I was so sure I could do it
BUT NO!!!!!!!!!
I couldn't do it
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
What is wrong with me?
Am I so sort of FREAK?
I'm cursed
The world is against me and I can't do anything about it
Maybe I'm just afraid
Or maybe I don't wanna do it in front of people
That could be it
OR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T I DO IT?
I'm a FREAK.
"God quit toying with me!"