I've thought about it
I've dreamed about it
I've found myself holding the knife
I've found the knife laying on my wrist
I've thought about it in the car
I've thought about turning the wheel
The pain it would cause
For me and my family and friends
Will I be missed
Who will it hurt the most
It keeps running through my mind
I can't stop thinking about it
Death has taken me over
And death will lead me home