I know that you worry about me
That you’re willing to protect me
You have no idea how much that means to me
You are one of the only people in the world I trust with all my heart
You have been my candle in the dark
I don’t know what I would do without you
Yesterday, you wanted to help
I could see you didn’t know how
You didn’t know how to save me
And I could see in your eyes that you were conflicted
You wanted to save me
You wanted to protect me
I tried telling you with my eyes
I wanted you to take me away
But you didn’t see it
You didn’t know
You reluctantly walked away
You wanted to help
I know you did
That’s why I don’t blame you
For walking away
I know you didn’t like it
But it’s what you had to do
The thing is I felt my heart drop
The moment you walked away
I wanted to call to you
I wanted to tell you to stay
The words were stuck inside me
And it left me feeling dread
I didn’t know what to do
The only one who protects me walked away
I was left alone
With someone whom did me harm
I could see you looking at us from a far
Making sure I was ok
I wanted nothing more than for you to save me
If only my silent words had been heard
If only my eyes were able to speak for me
If only I could have spoke
You would have left, but with me next to you
I would have been safe and
I wouldn’t have had to be with
My worst nightmare