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Excuse me

Even though

I'm no intruder

I can't stop breathing

I'm losing track

Of my words

My thoughts

My actions and stance

I can't stop

I apologize

I can never say a word

Without saying I'm sorry

I'm losing handle

Losing grip, stability

Emotion run wild

I can't stop laughing

I haven't stopped pretending

Everything's funnier

Without experience

Proof

I'm trying not to offend

When I let my tongue go

I effortlessly say something

Something stupid

Pointless

Random

Bad

Everything's stopped shining

My hand's on fire

I miss you so much

And my vision's getting blurry

Though it's only been days

Hours and minutes are trivial

I feel less conscious of anything

Anything wrong, false, negative

Atleast about myself

Maybe for a second

Maybe I'm just stupid

Conclusion being

That over electric support

Words can't provide a lot of meaning

For the first time in my life

I'd rather say something of importance

And I'd rather say it face to face

I feel like drawing something

There's nothing to draw

It'll be started, improved

Thrown away

Tossed aside

Torn in two

Never seen again

And no one will be

No one will be any the wiser

No plot or consistency involved

You can't fucking stop me

Everything's flashing

Shadows won't stop dancing

Little girls in the laundry room

Saying words that never were real

Assorted voices from all around

Lifting

Terrifying

Enlightening

Random?

I'm not sure if you're honest

Not sure if your words

Your words speak your mind

Do they?

Answers readily accepted

And as I clean and cleanse

Any source of entertainment

Gun Blaze and Dim Bomber

I'm still waiting for a new

A new source of bliss

I'm back-firing

Can I control it?

I haven't really tried

Do I really care about it?

No.




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