Excuse me
Even though
I'm no intruder
I can't stop breathing
I'm losing track
Of my words
My thoughts
My actions and stance
I can't stop
I apologize
I can never say a word
Without saying I'm sorry
I'm losing handle
Losing grip, stability
Emotion run wild
I can't stop laughing
I haven't stopped pretending
Everything's funnier
Without experience
Proof
I'm trying not to offend
When I let my tongue go
I effortlessly say something
Something stupid
Pointless
Random
Bad
Everything's stopped shining
My hand's on fire
I miss you so much
And my vision's getting blurry
Though it's only been days
Hours and minutes are trivial
I feel less conscious of anything
Anything wrong, false, negative
Atleast about myself
Maybe for a second
Maybe I'm just stupid
Conclusion being
That over electric support
Words can't provide a lot of meaning
For the first time in my life
I'd rather say something of importance
And I'd rather say it face to face
I feel like drawing something
There's nothing to draw
It'll be started, improved
Thrown away
Tossed aside
Torn in two
Never seen again
And no one will be
No one will be any the wiser
No plot or consistency involved
You can't fucking stop me
Everything's flashing
Shadows won't stop dancing
Little girls in the laundry room
Saying words that never were real
Assorted voices from all around
Lifting
Terrifying
Enlightening
Random?
I'm not sure if you're honest
Not sure if your words
Your words speak your mind
Do they?
Answers readily accepted
And as I clean and cleanse
Any source of entertainment
Gun Blaze and Dim Bomber
I'm still waiting for a new
A new source of bliss
I'm back-firing
Can I control it?
I haven't really tried
Do I really care about it?
No.