I float here, dismal, bleak
On the river Styx I wonder
How could I have done such wrong
Everything drawn asunder
Nobody could understand this
Taking their sides
They claim to know the situation
Waiting for this to subside
Pray for my salvation
Even if I did nothing wrong
In a world of unfair action
Nothing is justified by song
I pray for hibernation
I do not go as far as death
I will not be seen as weak
I will take the abuse I get
As my own hallucinations
Frighten me to sleep
I don't understand my illness
An antidote isn't meant for me
I hate myself eternally
I'd rather not understand
I just wish to be over her
I despise this fairy tale land
Life is real
And the big picture is
Life is negative
A theory I have yet to dismiss
Give me one example
That proves life is well
Until that unlikely day
I'll enjoy burning in hell..