I thought I understood
I thought I finally knew
I thought it might be real
I thought that I knew you
But it seems that I was wrong
It was only in my head
I look back in broken wonder
Was I numb or was I dead?
I can’t remember when
You would even talk to me
I cannot remember how
I was content with fallacy
I thought I understood
I thought I finally knew
I thought I had found a home
I thought I had found you
But it seems that I was wrong
You were only in my head
I whimper and I beg
Make me numb or make me dead