I just can't understand the events that unfolded,
you thought you loved me yet refused to hold it,
refused to ever show it which made it hard to know if
i was falling in love alone, so i too refused to show it,
how are you to know when the end was so clear,
still to this day the haunting of my dreams is near,
i fear each night i sleep, or just close my eyes,
you'll be there in a moments notice, just all inside,
my memory of you started fading from your legs up,
then once it reached your face it got fed up,
just gave up, guess it's true, love really behaves us,
yet still i wanted to be proved wrong, but you gave up,
my father never gave me a lesson on releasing,
i only learned what i know myself, slow piecing
the pieces of the puzzle together until it shows the bigger picture,
unlike you i don't judge love based on who was a better kisser.