Some days i want to send the pic you sent me long ago,
with your eyes closed and lips pressed capturing a hello,
i need whenever i'm down, or when i just miss you,
becoming a routine to miss just when i could kiss you,
with that picture i'd write this message,
"i miss us as much as i miss this you", then send this,
if you're offended or weirded out by the whole thing,
i'll just pretend like i never sent anything,
pretend no message was written with the truth all over,
within 5 minutes of your rejection i won't be sober,
i go over and over all the reasons why not to,
but can never forget the original urge to write you,
take me back to warmer and better days,
when you were by my side and out of the shade,
in the spotlight of heaven your every feature,
runs wild around in my mind like a mental creature.